As a teen people always tell you to enjoy life whilst you can and make the most of school! Of coarse, you as a teen can't wait to explore the big wide world and dismiss the "elder generations" remarks. My fantasy was to marry someone rich and shop all day, and if that didn't work I could see myself in a designer suit with prada shoes carrying my starbucks on the way to work; the later still being my aspiration.
As it'a still early days experiencing the freedom of never returning to school; no more stress of exams, no more worries on handing in homework, no more all nighters; I feel excited by life and rather chill. I have a work placement at the moment but rather than taking it as a chore, I'm full of energy and even making tea and coffee doesn't seem quite so tedious. Just the excitement of growing in riches motivates me.
As I started drafting this post last night, I have now experienced the morning after effect; going to bed late, waking up early, and dealing with a long day ahead of me. Although the adrenaline of freedom is still within me, I had the sane feeling when my alarm went off this morning than I did on my past school morning: aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa do i really need to get up? Even though I conquered this negative energy I am left to wonder is it just going to get worse? Will I wish I am back in school?
